"I dont know how to keep you.
I dont know how to let you go."
"Maybe it doesn’t mean anything to you anymore. Maybe it never did, but it meant a lot to me.
You meant a lot to me.. And you still do."
"I stay up just late enough until I am just exhausted enough that I can fall into my bed and sink into immediate slumber. Because I can’t stand lying in a bed in a dark room alone with just my thoughts for so many hours and hours."